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4 weeks old

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I anticipated being different, no doubt I am very different now, I mean I have a friggin baby for crying out loud. But I thought I would be a MOM ya know?

lol

Ya idk, I guess it is like being a kid and thinking adults are so old and they got it all together. Ya no. Same ol same ol.

But yet not same. I can’t do things as loosy goosy as before. Even taking a shower is a whole ordeal. my conversations with people somehow do come back around to being about being a mom.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying it’s a bad thing. I love talking about Eve and my experience. So, I guess I am different, but yet the same?

-Jess

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