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5 weeks old Ya you heard me. I’m exhausted, exhausted of pumping and everything breast feeding. Don’t get me wrong, the bond of having the baby latch to ya tit is unbeatable, there is something about that. But what I am exhausted about is the rock hard tits if I don’t pump in time, the… Read more
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5 weeks old Okay first of all, wdym 5 weeks old????? Time really does fly by. I had my first obgyn appt and it went lovely. The only thing is that she got me to feel how my abs are disconnected and first of all ew. Still can’t exercise, still no sex. But like no… Read more
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4 weeks old Huckleberry, Cradlewise, and Elvie. 3 apps I constantly have open on my phone. Huckleberry to log her poops her pees, her milk intake, what breast she was on last/for how long, what type of bottle she had and how much I’m pumping. Cradlewise, is her monitor and sleep tracking. Then Elvie is… Read more
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4 weeks old Dumb tits, pacifiers, nummy, binkie what ever you want to call them. I always had this illusion that they were bad? But duck, these MFs are exactly what my baby needs sometimes. Sooth to go to sleep? Give that girl her nummy she will be out. I think it was always hearing… Read more
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4 weeks old Let’s be serious, panic attack, losing your patience, frustration, sadness, overstimulated one of it or all of it is bound to happen. Hopefully just not all at once. As a girly pop that has experienced all of them and more I do a few things to reset. Honestly, it’s nbd to feel… Read more
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4 weeks old Something I wish I did: You get so many gifts when pregnant and after pregnancy. So many that you forget what is from who, you remember some things but overall it blends. I wish I put a tag on all the clothes Eve got and said who gave it to us so… Read more
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14 weeks old You read that right. I’m not a Dad, I am indeed a Mom. Shocker I know. In a world where inequalities exist and the majority of the time we hear too much of the male perspective, pregnancy and postpartum is rarely discussed from the male perspective. Now, I’m not going to talk… Read more
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4 weeks old Being around other moms can be hard. Especially to an anxious girly pop. It makes me uncomfortable because I’m constantly wondering if they are judging me if I’m doing it right or wrong or if they are holding back unsolicited advice or if they do give advice. Then it even gets hard… Read more
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4 weeks old “I need to pump in two hours” / “if I nap now I won’t have to nap later but my nap will run into when I need to pump” / “she’s slept for 5+ hours now should I wake her?” / “what if my supply drops?” / “if I don’t start sleep… Read more
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15 Days Old Leave the house. Leave the house with or without the baby. You won’t realize just how refreshing it is to leave the house until you do. Although you could get something delivered maybe just get your partner to watch the baby while you go out. Yes, the first time for me I… Read more
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14 days old God damn. Just when pumping was on the up and up and I was feeling more confident about it all, I get a clogged duct. I learned the difference between clogged duct and engorged so that’s great – learning something new everyday. I put a cold compress on it after pumping and… Read more
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13 Days Old Never have I had a good relationship with my body. Always wishing something was different than what it was. The size, the texture, and appearance (eczema). So as one can imagine pregnancy was hard for me. Being the awkward size where I don’t think I looked pregnant, I just looked ‘large’. Then… Read more
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11 Days Old lol it’s not what you think. Something that you might not realize is just how much you are walking and standing around your house. Constantly up and down the stairs in and out of the rooms. Never did I realize that aching feet would be a contributing factor to my exhaustion. What… Read more
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9 Days Old That’s it. You’re not special. Sorry to tell ya. You might think oh my god, I’m the only one going through this, I’m terrible, I’m a failure. Nah, you’re not. Im in a Mom group and a few friends with babies and let me tell you, the struggles that I thought was… Read more
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8 days old It’s important to remember that even if there are really good days there will still be bad days. It’s not a reflection of you or your partner. It’s easy to put the blame on yourself when it comes to anything, but don’t sabotage yourself like that. Eve had been sleeping like a… Read more
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7 days old That’s it really. Keep up the good work. It might seem like you are coasting through it but you are doing great. In particular, breast feeding might seem like this daunting task that you’ll never be good at no matter how much you tell yourself that everything is fine at the beginning.… Read more
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7 days old How has it been one week since little Eve came into this world. This week has been full of emotions, good vibes, and bad vibes. Some of the things that I want to share from my first week are truthful and to the point. Read more
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6 Days Old Friday 8am, Eve pooped. Friday night no poop. Saturday morning, no poop. I was starting to worry. I was worried that we would have to bring her into the hospital – do I have anxiety? I knew that you could do exercises to help with farting soo, I just assumed that if… Read more
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5 days old Strangely enough the one thing that I was never concerned about was labor. The one thing that pregnant and not pregnant people are scared and worried about. Trust me, it’s not because I’m not anxious, it’s not because I didn’t know how painful it was going to be. I knew all the… Read more
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5 days old Other than the obvious like diapers and pain meds, below is the items that I’ve had since pregnancy and items that I have bought on Amazon same day delivery. items that have made my day to day so much better and easier to get through. Read more
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Will I have enough milk? Will I produce milk? What will happen to my nipples? What will it taste like? Why am I so dedicated to it? Why am I so emotionally attached? Should I get colostrum while pregnant? What pump should I get? Will I even like breastfeeding? Once again, another series of questions.… Read more
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Baby blues, postpartum depression, postpartum anxiety, the list goes on, we have heard of them but until you experience it you don’t really know what it means. Well, I found out this week what it means. You name it? I cried about it, or I’ve been anxious about it. Pregnancy hormones honestly had nothing on… Read more
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Spoiler Alert: We Kept the Baby Read more
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“Motherhood is full of surprises, and sometimes it’s overwhelming. Writing it down is my way of making sense of it all, and now I’m inviting you along for the journey.” Read more
